Category Archives: Reflexiones

On the imposter syndrome of mine (as of 2020)

This long rambling originated from a coaching session of the ‘Kintsugi’ method that I attended back in 2020. I did not really care about the branding and identity of the method, but it is true that more often than not I get something of net value out of these activities.

One of the things I acknowledge every time I look back at my trajectory is, I really grew and developed not only by doing a PhD, but by seeking the opportunity to do a PhD. I managed to move quite outside of my environment to do the PhD. I found a really great lab and I had a very good time there. I managed to learn a bunch of things career-wise but it is true that things would have been very different if I had gone there some years later when the financial situation of the lab was very different. One thing that has not changed since then, however, is the imposter syndrome.

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A childish mind turn into noble ambition: The cruelest, not saddest, story no one noticed

The Ocarina of Time Masterclass in subtext, by GoodBlood, is a brilliant exercise of media review that brings together widely diverse topics including storytelling, Japanese folklore, environmentalism, and even psychology of childhood trauma and adulthood, to analyse the themes of The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time, one of the most influential pieces in the medium of video games. This language and these aspects blend together harmoniously to deliver a central message that the game is probably the saddest entry of the Zelda franchise; precisely because of how short we fall to notice, as it is laid out deep within the subtext layers of the writing. The presentation and quality of the theorisation is gorgeous, including the sad notes on shintoism and how its world resonates with the history of Japanese people and their culture. But it is the character analysis, the loss of the hero’s childhood, what makes it a completely unique piece of media analysis -at least for me.

I already “wrote” something about this videoanalysis two years ago – I acknowledged it existence, at least. When I watched it for the first time, it seeded emotions, feelings and ideas that are still very present in me. I recently revisited it and it’s been one of those few times that you relive it almost as if it was the first time. I recommend watching it, even if you are not familiar with the Zelda franchise, for a great example of conveying sub-plots in the context of storytelling. Or you can read it here, as the author made it available in text.

The ramifications of the sadness expand beyond this game into other titles of the franchise. And beyond other topics that could easily fit in another video of this kind. For me, this has ultimately rendered Ocarina of Time unplayable as a mere instance of the Myth of the Hero’s journey. I am not exaggerating if I say that it has completely changed my view of this game and left me in a contemplation of the different depth levels the story speaks to me.

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Tecnicismos y conexiones profundas del Vaporwave: Influencias temáticas y musicales del Ambient

Tomada de VaporWave Wallpapers (app)

Esta entrada es la primera de una serie sobre el Vaporwave, que bien podría ser el género musical que más me ha influido en la veintena. A raíz de haber escuchado cientos de álbumes, otros tantos EPs, y muchos vídeos (y papers!) de análisis, he decidido recopilar de manera más o menos estructurada todo aquello que me fascina de este género y que, a veces, quedan un poco ‘overlooked’ en los análisis. Con esta entrada también nace la primera categoría en casi 10 años en el blog, ‘Música’.

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Manifiesto SolarPunk

SolarPunk album art by Various Artists under global pattern

Interesante las conexiones que pueda tener con el New Age, la estética de ciencia ficción naturalista, el futurismo y el positivismo.

Como dice en la descripción del álbum en Vapor Memory:

“Solarpunk is a dream, is a speculation, a science fiction – yet, it’s a possible future. It’s not retrofuturism, but instead a vision of how can we get there, to a better world. It is in our power to change the way we live, to think different, to abolish any kind of domination between ourselves and above nature. We have all the means to build a new kind of society: compassionate, ecological, inclusive for all cultures and identities, decentralized and free of political manipulation. Hi-tech may and should co-exist with the biosphere and we have the most powerful source of energy for that – our Sun. Let it shine our way as we look into the future! “

Vapor Memory. (2021) Various Artists : Solarpunk : A Possible Future [Video]. Available at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9O55hfyEZ4s (Accessed: 11 March, 2021).

Redistribuido en este blog a través de su licencia original Creative Commons.

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Checkpoint (Feb-2021)

This is a Checkpoint during one of those days that February or March borrow a sunny day from July.

It’s been almost five months since the passing of an extremely important person who had a very big impact in my life despite the short time we shared together. It has been even less time since a very close person to me also left this world after a lifetime being there and providing love and joy. I’ve moved on slowly, although the sense of impeding doom never fully fades. It never will, as I’m growing older and realising one thing or two about life and death. The passing of time often poses as the most defining entity of this cosmology.

So many things have changed since 2019 that I doubt it makes sense to list them and summarise them. In many aspects I am a very different person from what I was back then.

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